I'm So Stressed!! - When You Are Burdened

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Friday, the day before New Year’s Eve, I got up and it seemed to start as soon as my feet hit the floor. It was as if I went to sleep as one person and woke up another.

Let me set the scene for you. My daughter has a birthday two days after Christmas. She was turning fourteen and, since we just recently moved here and she had made some friends at school, I wanted to make it special for her. So we planned a sleep over. Oh but wait…in addition to that, her best friend from her hometown was coming up to stay with us for a week! She would be here the day after Christmas and leave New Year’s Day.

The day of the sleep over arrived and I had six screaming (literally) 14 and 15 year old girls in my home. They were well behaved but LOUD! VERY loud! Needless to say…I didn’t get much sleep that night.

Fast forward to Friday morning. I was tired. I was trying hard to recover the sleep I had lost a few days before but I hadn’t. I got out of bed and I kid you not…my feet hit the floor and I was a stressed out mess. EVERYTHING bothered me.

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The dog had thrown up on the carpet during the night. There was a mess in the kitchen (which was my fault because I had been too tired the night before to clean it up), my husband left clothes on the bedroom floor, I had tons of laundry to get done and I had a flesh fit where I felt like I was the only one in this house who was doing anything!! It wasn’t true…it was just that I was the only one who seemed to think it was necessary to do it the second I woke up.

Well, you know how you get when you start cleaning up and you want EVERYONE in the house to know you’re doing it?? Yeah I was banging pots and letting doors slam shut. I had to make sure they KNEW!! I WAS UPSET!! I wanted them to feel bad that I was out there all by myself putting dishes away! Poor me!! How dare they!!

And then it seemed like I was bothered by every little thing. Every word my husband said seemed to set me off. My husband is the sweetest, most helpful, loving man in the world but that day…oh that day I wanted to toss him and everyone else out on the front porch and not let them back in until I calmed down!

I was offended…everything they said or did offended me. He could have said good morning and I would have gotten offended by it. I was biting his head off just for speaking! The more he tried to insert himself into my pity party the more offended I got. He was trying to be helpful and I was trying to stay in my fit.

Then I felt like God was asking me “If you’re upset because of the work, why are you upset when people are trying to help you? Maybe that’s not the issue at all…maybe it is not THEM..maybe it is YOU”

I told my husband I needed to go into our room for a little bit and be by myself. I have a nice little area in there where I can sit and pray…my war room so to speak, except it’s a corner. And I sat and prayed. And God really impressed this upon me….I was tired. I was worn out. I had Christmas to deal with, then my daughter’s friend here for a week, then the sleepover and of course, day to day life. He reminded me of the scripture,

“Come to Me all you who are WEARY and BURDENED and I will give you rest.” (Matthew 11:28)

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I hadn’t spent time with Him. Oh I spent time on my ministry and I spent time reading the Bible but…I hadn’t spent time in prayer. I hadn’t come to Him. I hadn’t given Him my burdens. I was trying to carry them on my own. I was like the little child who is sitting down with a toy or puzzle and can’t figure it out and God was there like the parent saying “Do you need me to help you?” “No!! I can do it!” Those of you with small children know what I mean! And He let me. Until finally, exhausted and realizing I can’t do it…I go to Him and ask for help. I was stressed and having a flesh fit because I hadn’t spent time in prayer for nearly a week! Oh I had the usual quick prayers…praying for someone who is sick, asking forgiveness for getting mad at rude Christmas shoppers, etc. But I hadn’t spent time in real fellowship prayer.

I left the room feeling as though the weight of the world was lifted off me. I won’t tell you I had no more stress…I had teens in the house!! But I was no longer offended, I was no longer angry, I was no longer jumping down people’s throats.

Prayer is not just simply asking for forgiveness and then giving God our supplications. It is laying down our burdens, it is like running into our loving Father’s arms to be cradled and rocked and told everything is going to be OK. It is showing Him what puzzle we are having trouble solving and Him helping us to do it. It is just a deep rest of the spirit where He breaks down our walls and melts away our stress, anger, anxiety, fear..whatever we are struggling with.

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I have learned now not to let the busyness of life get in the way of my time of fellowship with Him. I have seen what life is like without Him leading and with me trying to do it alone. I didn’t like it. I am sure my family didn’t like it. So if you are feeling that way…spend some time in your prayer closet and get in regular fellowship with Him and you will find He is ready and willing and, most certainly able, to be your…

“ever present help in times of trouble”. (Psalm 46:1)

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10 Comments

  1. Oh my word, when I try to do things in my own strength do I end up in a mess or what!

    • It's always the way!! :-) Thank you for your comments Alice!!

  2. "I have learned now not to let the busyness of life get in the way of my time of fellowship with Him."

    A lesson that so many people (myself included) need to learn. Thank you for sharing this testimony. I'm so glad I read it today.

  3. This is a beautiful post! I love the idea of a "flesh fit" - such an accurate and great term. Boy am I guilty of those! I am so stressed every day with a deployed husband and my 4 little boys constantly needing mommy and those flesh fits are so easy to succumb to. I need to learn to accept God's help because He's standing right next to me offering help and I keep pushing Him away saying "No! I don't need You! Let me do this on my own!" You helped me realize this today-thank you so much for that! Visiting from #ChasingCommunity and By His Grace Bloggers Group

    • Elaine I am so happy to hear this helped you in some way! It really makes my heart happy to know that sharing my story might help another person. We CAN be like children so often can't we? Thank you so much for your comment!! God Bless!

  4. What a blessing this is. This spoke to my soul as we are going through an extended stressful time that at times seems like it will never end. Thank you for ministering to my heart. It is hard to remember sometimes that we need to dig in, especially in the stressful times and lay our burdens at his feet. He is waiting. His burden is light. Blessings! Cheyenne

    • Cheyenne I am so glad you found it ministered to you. And I will be praying for you!! Thank you so much for taking the time to comment. God bless you!

  5. I love this explanation of what prayer is and isn't! When we surrender our burdens to Him, He gives us "a deep rest of the spirit where He breaks down our walls and melts away our stress, anger, anxiety, fear..whatever we are struggling with." Such a wonderful result of humbling ourselves in His Presence! :)
    Wondering if you might like to read my most recent post on prayer:
    https://plantedbylivingwater.wordpress.com/2016/12/28/push-buttons-power-sources-and-prayer/
    We have so much to learn. It's a good thing that God is so patient and merciful with us! Amen?!

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